wunmi's message to tomi

Tomi Within you I have found a perfect friend

First impression almost made this friendship impossible but thank God for Recency effect

Tomisin is just the sweetest! Thinking of our friendship, I just can’t help but smile, have known u for barely 6months but I wish we met earlier and I hope our friendship lasts forever. Your husband is gonna be a lucky man because u are such a pretty damsel, a woman of great virtue and strong values

I appreciate u dearie and I love our friendship, every moment is forever cherished (gossiping, arguing, silly malice, reading, eating, laughter even the days we have cried but realized we still have ourselves despite the gravity of the situation)

Baby girl, You’re a rare gem

Within you, I've found the perfect friend

Ur someone I know will be there till the end

And they're not just thoughts I hope will fulfill

But thoughts that will stand forever still

Within you, I've found the perfect friend

With whom I can be real, and never pretend

You've always been someone unique from the rest

I don’t have a blood sister but with you I don’t even feel the need for one anymore, Ur everything I would want in a sis already (ONLY FEW WILL UNDERSTAND THIS THOUGH). Even my mom that is very sensitive about who I interact with, likes u dieeee, she even calls u “My baby”, something she doesn’t even call me *smiles*

I’ve picked up many fights but theeeen, your mouth is extra sharp sha *winks*. She will just say Wumi! Ooo  ni sense. Yet, despite all my wahala and flaws, others quit and say “let’s just part ways if…” but  Tomisin is always my side, you’ve stood strong, Backing me all the time, Even when you know I was wrong. What did I do to deserve Such a loyal friend? No Idea!

LIFE WILL BE BEAUTIFUL IF ITS FULL OF FRIENDS LIKE YOU, FRIENDS THAT ARE REAL, SWEET AND FUN

Tomi, I hope that you achieve Everything you seek and even more and There should never be a moment in your life, sad or bleak. I wish that you soar to new and great heights in Jesus name.

I love you dear, have a funtastic day!!!!!!

Happy Birthday

Happy birthday tomi

Okay today is the birthday of someone very close to me , tominson( I know you say it's tomisin but I prefer tomison).  Happy birthday to the girl who laughs at almost everything, who smiles a lot, who is smart, intelligent, caring and my personal therapist(you and wole though). You are often misunderstood,  but when people get to know you they will discover what a beautiful soul you are.
Happy birthday to the girl with the funny ideologies, the girl who is obsessed about marriage  (lol).
And happy birthday to this very good bad girl. I wish you the best thing in life hun but first make sure you have fun today

Ps. This esclipe is a sign from the universe telling you that you are special.

The horrible months

Okay here goes, the purpose of me starting this blog was to create a place where I can vent, so that's what I am going to do, I am not going to try to suger coat it I am not trying to put it into some kind of poem, so I'm just gonna come straight out and vent.

So here goes, the past two months have been horrible, the total worst, horrible things have been happening to me back to back, the universe isn't giving me a break. I feel jinxed.
First of, I saw my results and it was bad, my phone got spoilt followed by my laptop. Then me and my girlfriend started having communication problem and that was the most hurtful and biggest problem.

The problem was that I was constantly obsessed and bent on hearing how she feels about me, her telling me she loves me,  and I don't know why I felt that way. Maybe I just needed to feel loved that something in my life was going alright, someone would go through the trouble with me and let me know it was okay. But then again we were not communicating the way I really need for my emotional stability.

I kept  pestering her to tell me how she feels,  she wasn't even sure how she felt. So we broke up, I was pressuring her and she was scared . Long story short we chickened out and it really hurts
I feel like I just messed up the thing I wanted the most

The dream

we all grew up scared and broken
never felt whole unless we together
never felt this vulnerable
never felt this weak
never felt this lost  
This is not how it was supposed to be

cos i was always one piece of the puzzle
one part of the dream
without each other the four of us could never be complete
the dream was never to be rich  
the dream was never to be famous
the dream was to be happy

          Banji coker

She says she is okay....

With all the troubles and mishaps of this world
You discover that the one precious thing that keeps your sanity is about to be taken away from you    

Why is the universe cruel?
Why does god hate me?
What did i do wrong?      

But she says she is okay
And that is hard to believe
I'm scared for her life
Jesus make it alright

Please get well soon
Dont take my joy away
I love it when i fight with you
I just want you to stay

Bitter drug

Good and evil

misunderstood

sometimes the sky is grey with a touch of red, pink and black
that doesn't mean the sky isn't blue
the heat of the sun always burn our skin
that doesn't mean it doesn't make the day beautiful
it is cool to see the good in everything
you have to be in an illusion, be delusional, not be in touch with reality
that makes people feel good, make them feel great, awesome, loved and special
which is a beautiful thing
but they make it your daily job
forgetting that you are still human and you have feelings
but you are supposed to suppress them and face their pressing need, cos that is what you are made for
if you don't , you are a monster
sometimes you don't mean to disappoint
you just want to feel the way you make others feel
be indulged the way you indulge
be forgiven the way you forgive
be loved the way you love
but that never seem to happen
why?
there are no two of you, and they don't understand



                         BANJI COKER



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nigga since birth

In that moment of silence
in the space of darkness
through the loneliness
there is that person that is always there
not to help
but goes through those phases with you
the person that understands
the one that shows you are not the only one
he has been there since birth
but us being apart
has taking a toll on us
but you still in my heart
I love you brother
we still gonna rule the world together, side by side
happy birthday brother

flaws and heartbreak

"young with a heart of gold, the weight is heavy and he has to carry it alone"


"my flaws are my trademarks, they are what defines me, they are what you see when you look at me"



"she said she doesn't believe in love, but he was a sucker for love. he fell for her, she didn't want that but she couldn't stay away from him, now that they are both heartbroken, whose fault is it?"



"here comes the boy with a good heart. like bees they rush to suck out what makes him, him. at first he loved the attention cos he didn't know their true intentions. and just between a moment of clarity he discovered that the only person that ever loved him was himself.... not even her




                                                Banji Coker



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walls

everyday I wake up and try to be a different person
create a new personality
pretend like I don't care
act like I don't give a fuck
learning how to be wicked
walking towards the dark side
trying to be bad
because being good hasn't done much good
it has only brought heartbreak, regrets and pain
I have fooled some people by tis new transition
don't get it twisted I know who I am
I have accepted my curse of having a good heart
that will never change
cause everything I hear the music
I see my true feelings
but I am on a mission to protect it
and show it to people that deserve it
its just sad that the people with broken souls are the one that try to fix and make everyone happy- Banji coker






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the wolves

we were one mind, one body, one soul and one spirit
we were inseparable
we were undividable
we were wolves
that moved in a formidable pack
we were legendary
then life being a bitch that she is fucked us up
the pack got scattered all over the place
making it, each wolf for itself
fighting its own war and facing its own battles
they hold on to the memories of who they ones were
accepting the reality of who they have become
with hope that the pack would be united as one again- Banji coker



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jennifer's day

have you ever met someone you don't believe could be real
for someone to have a tremendously big heart
always with a smile and open hands to everyone around her
always laughing, that brings you under the illusion that everything is gonna be alright
but she is not perfect
no she is not
she has got a broken heart
which makes her cry at night
makes her doubt herself
makes her feel worthless
she knows what it feels like to love
but doesn't know what it feels like to be loved back
god she is an amazing being
a pure work of supernatural art
I just hope she knows how wonderful she is, and that there are always going to be people that truly care
happy birthday love.

Between two women

she was a star,
a bright light in the mist of my darkness
I fell for her like I was falling of a cliff
one was like a butterfly that could never be caught
and that being my reality, set me into a much greater darkness
there came a light that consumed that darkness
in a form of an angel
that was the other girl
she made me see the beauty in life
she changed my perception and gave my world a new meaning
she unlocked my heart, which was chained with the chains of hate
I came across two strongly different women
one was wild, dangerous and lively
while the other was calm, gentle and vulnerable
two different women
but they both had one thing in common
they had the power to move my stoned heart- Banji coker

music is my life
poetry is my wife
nature is my friend
art is my alibi
and fame is my princess
this are my family and family
you say this things are abstract
what about people? human friends?
I replied and said " I don't know what that means"
people don't get me
they only around when they need you
and if you have nothing to offer, then you would be left alone
my so called abstract thoughts are my family
they where there when I was born and they are going to be there when I die- Banji coker

Everybody

Everybody says that the most important thing to them is family, friends and god
they say that family is important but they don't know how to show love
they ay their friends are important but they are selfish, ungrateful and self centred
they say that god is important but we don't  take god important because most of us don't know who he is or what he stands for
we have lost sight of what is important
Everyone is searching for someone who loves and have their backs
we all shout "only real friends, fuck fake friends"
the real question  that we fail to ask our selves is that
"I'm I someone's true friend or am I just fake?"
who is deceiving who?- Banji Coker

lost

            we all wanna be loved , really we do, we want to belong, we want to feel important , we want to matter , if not to everyone but to someone, we want someone to care , we want to be missed , most of all like I said before we want to be loved.
            but there come a particular time you feel no one loves you, you are not good enough , you see the disappointment on your parents face , you get the rejection for the girl you cared about, nobody understand you and they don't even try to, its always easy for them to complain .
              but  there might be someone that gets you, but they are far far away, so it probably doesn't help much. but no matter what the harsh reality is, you got to love yourself, and if they cant accept you or love you , you have to do this yourself, and am not gonna lie to you, its gonna be tough and hard. you might get through it or you might not, just know this, nothing is wrong with you, it might just be that you are in the wrong place or the wrong lifetime or surrounded by the wrong people, but that does not mean you should  not be happy when you have the chance.

true friendships

        we meet new people everyday, but at the end of the day how many of them actually stay, or care for you. its really not how cool a person is or how much fun you have when the person is around, its all about what the person does when you are down.
          true friend might be harsh when they see you taking a path that they think is dangerous for you, they might not understand why, but instead of encouraging you and watch you get hurt , they try to stop you . and sometimes they might be wrong, but you know all they are doing its out of love.
          am writing about friendship today because yesterday I went out with my best friends, we have been apart for about a year, and they just made me realize how important I am and how happy I can be. in true friendship you don't have to give or be anything to be loved all you have to be is yourself