that moment

 

 

 There comes that moment when you meet that person and all your fairy tales come to life, you feel like the two of you are going to make this epic love story something that beats titanic something better than Romeo and Juliet. But the sad news is they are not always on the same page with you and if you are unlucky they will lead you on and torture you with their presence making you feel like a failure that you can’t get what you want, that fairy tale you have always dreamed of, then you discover that all the movies you watched and the stories you were told were all a lie , nothing is good about the human race, we never learn any valuable life lessons, and love exist but it necessary not a good thing it can be used as a weapon of destruction. 

confused

Anger and range

Words said, words regretted

drifted to sleep

woke up by the feeling

 listened to the music

then my heart decided to speak
its saying I should try to see things from your angle
now I feel insensitive

 I love you

You love me
I was angry

I’m sorry

 But she still not sure, she wants to be with me

Banji Coker

never enough

Words were never enough

he was never good enough
he could never do enough

Love was never enough

Nothing is never enough
He doesn’t know what to do

To convince her

That his love should be enough for her

 

But then again that is never enough

 

Banji Coker

End of an era

End of an era
End of an age
It has come to the moment
That this love has to fade

I leave you with blessing
I leave you with pain
I'm taking my love ,I'm taking my hate  
I hope we dont repeat this cycle all over again
I hope we Learn from our mistakes

BANJI COKER

Two broken hearts

You broke my heart by not wanting me
Now it seem like i'm breaking your heart by not caring
You call me your enemy
Because i dont act friendly anymore
You say i make you look like a bad person
But You came, broke my heart and left it messy

It took me a life time to get myself back together
I made it through the night and stormy weather
Now that i've patched up my heart
You want us to go back to the start.
                                                                 
What will you do if you were me?
Please think about that

Banji coker

Heart of a fool

I wish i never met you
Cos now, i cant forget you
I'm a prisoner to this feeling
And nothing seems to have no meaning
I dont hate you, i never did and i never will
But you never took the time to care about how i really feel
I feel like a game to you
Something to laugh at with your friends and call a fool  

When you're bored you say you love me
Then you turn around and say i understood your message wrongly
I did love you but i have to stop
To let my bleeding heart have the time to finally clot
I still care about you
And that is something i will always do
I have to stop being a fool
So i might not always be there for you

Banji Coker

words from a broken heart

flaws and heartbreak

"young with a heart of gold, the weight is heavy and he has to carry it alone"


"my flaws are my trademarks, they are what defines me, they are what you see when you look at me"



"she said she doesn't believe in love, but he was a sucker for love. he fell for her, she didn't want that but she couldn't stay away from him, now that they are both heartbroken, whose fault is it?"



"here comes the boy with a good heart. like bees they rush to suck out what makes him, him. at first he loved the attention cos he didn't know their true intentions. and just between a moment of clarity he discovered that the only person that ever loved him was himself.... not even her




                                                Banji Coker



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caught of guard

A wall was built
A door was put in place
it was locked with steel bars and strong chains
He felt secure from inside
then he saw that blood filled eyes
he felt those trembling touch
hear that breaking voice
and just in a matter of seconds
his fortress came coming down to the ground
he is vulnerable again - Banji Coker








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