school stress

 

 Stress is simply a reaction to a stimulus that disturbs our physical or mental equilibrium. In other words, it's an omnipresent part of life. A stressful event can trigger the “fight-or-flight” response, causing hormones such as adrenaline and cortisol to surge through the body.
          there said learning is supposed to fun, but that's not the case here. we are being bombarded with work. they said they are building us for the future,  personally I think they are taking out their frustration on us(the situation of the country is hard), and they have the opportunity to express their power, since we came to learn and they have the power to determine if we graduate or not, they are determined to make us suffer for knowledge(its supposed to be fun remember). but then we  are not in kindergarten anymore. "but if god got us we gon be alright"

first day in school

           oh God!!! here we go again, its like being between the devil and the deep blue sea, I don't want to stay at home and  don't really want the stress of school and face all the things left unsolved.
         people who the holidays help you avoid, you are gonna come face to face with them and start looking for reasons to give on why you didn't call or keep in touch, its the day you start thinking about the exam you wrote last year , its the time you come to know your fate, whether you are on good standing and you can continue to chill or your CGPA is drowning and you have to do something drastic to save it.
          its also the day to make a good impression for the new year, and also a new beginning , a chance to change people's perception towards you, its a chance for a fresh start, a chance to set new goals and make new promises to yourself. just hope there is no disappointments this time.

new year

             wow another year I didn't expect it to come this fast, there is something different about this year though, because every other year I always start them anxious and scared but  I kinda started this year depressed , why I don't really know, maybe because I did not have a phone to call my friends and loved ones to wish them a happy new year or maybe because last year was pretty cool and I kinda felt bad that its came to an end, and maybe cos I got my heart broken while preparing for the new year.
             now I have been told to have a to do list for this year. and here is mine
1. be happy
2. take a step closer to success (keep on working on my music and my education
3. have a meaningful impact on someone's life
              this year I think am gonna ride solo, I  will not get into any emotional drama , work more less play, and be nice to the people that care about me because at the end of the day they are all you go.
so happy new year and make this year a meaningful one .

what does the future hold

                   Am sitting here wondering what will become of me in the next 5- 10years, will I be famous, rich, happy or maybe I will be poor, sad , jobless (considering the situation of the country), most of all will I be lonely. this thought haunts me every night.
                 I try to be at least above average in all the things I do, I don't just do one thing. am in the university(unilag to be exact) , I started this blog and am also into music , I know what you may be thinking jack of all trades master of none but that's not it, its about having a plan B, if one doesn't work out. and again what do I have to loose. just making sure I have my economic and social security intact
                some of my friends call me paranoid that I worry too much am not living life, but I don't want to have a wife and a kid and wont be able to give them the best in life , I should be able to fulfil my responsibilities as a citizen a husband and most importantly a father .but am just 18 years old, do you think am crazy or paranoid???

lecturers are the new bully

                 
                      okay, just because they teach us means they can make our lives miserable, in their mind they  have the power to make or destroy us. yeah  they mark our assignments, tests and exams , they say things like what you see on your script is your score so don't ask questions and if you have the balls to question them and you end up wrong (you are a fool )  your score ends up deducted..... we are trapped
                    why am on this topic is because a lecturer in my school decided to call the whole class to school (we are on holidays) because he thinks he cant find some peoples test score and he cant go through the trouble of finding out who this people are(nigga that's your job). if your name is not part of those missing scripts you gonna waste time and money, he does not care how far your house is all he knows is that he wants the whole class by 10-12am on Monday.
                       its just sad how people will use the little power they have to supress those under them, and those under them will transfer their anger on those under them and the circles goes on and on, then we all go to church, pray to God and pretend like we are good people when all we do is to make other peoples lives miserable. we are not different from the devil.

Bored...... what do i do next

 

       Now school is over no more exams, no more tests, no more assignments, no more lectures. i'm actually meant to be happy right? bombshell am not cos here comes the question what do I do really!!! what do I do.
          At school  I  was happy to rush home to get away from the stress of school, but I have been home for a week and it looks like a month and I have till January before resumption, nobody to talk to , days are longer more and more wanking  I have  almost drained myself out . all i'm trying to say is I miss school, the stress and all the assignments I miss everything
           that's actually the irony on life , I resume school and I start missing the peace and quiet of home .the thing is there is time for everything and seasons all we have to do is try to adjust and make good use of the time we have , enjoy every minute and second of it. with that being said I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT I WILL DO TILL JANUARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!