what does the future hold

                   Am sitting here wondering what will become of me in the next 5- 10years, will I be famous, rich, happy or maybe I will be poor, sad , jobless (considering the situation of the country), most of all will I be lonely. this thought haunts me every night.
                 I try to be at least above average in all the things I do, I don't just do one thing. am in the university(unilag to be exact) , I started this blog and am also into music , I know what you may be thinking jack of all trades master of none but that's not it, its about having a plan B, if one doesn't work out. and again what do I have to loose. just making sure I have my economic and social security intact
                some of my friends call me paranoid that I worry too much am not living life, but I don't want to have a wife and a kid and wont be able to give them the best in life , I should be able to fulfil my responsibilities as a citizen a husband and most importantly a father .but am just 18 years old, do you think am crazy or paranoid???