selfish

      selfish

(of a person, action, or motive) lacking consideration for other people; concerned chiefly with one's own personal profit or pleasure.

           that's what they say about you when you are not doing anything for anyone but yourself, now am wondering if am supposed to live my life to please people, and the sad part is that they don't give a fuck about you, they wont even do the same for you.

            when you do nice things for them no one makes any noise, but the time you decide to treat yourself nice for once 'you are the devil' its wrong to think about yourself , you must put others before yourself, be selfless.......but the question is who puts me first???? if I don't put myself first who will??? . remember its love your neighbour as yourself not more than your elf.