man burnt 2days after christmas

              As we were driving along yaba , I saw his burnt body folded on the ground,(apparently he was running with the fire burning him). and it got me wondering why???? what did he do to deserve being burnt , some people suggested he stole something!!! and I was like what the fuck!!! just because he stole doesn't mean he should be burnt alive. what the hell did he even steal?? phone?? money?? cloth??? that deserved him being burnt.
            now we stay in our various homes talking about how evil and wicked boko haram, isis and the rest are. and we tend to forget that we are as wicked and evil as they are, because what will make you burn a fellow human being like you, the long and short is you are cold blooded and a monster.
           Nigeria has to understand that we are not the enemy, we have to stop killing ourselves. we are just simply hypocrites , how can we just look our brother in the eye and kill him with no hold back. we can not grow if we continue to kill ourselves. I guess killing that man was Nigeria's gift to his family

true friendships

        we meet new people everyday, but at the end of the day how many of them actually stay, or care for you. its really not how cool a person is or how much fun you have when the person is around, its all about what the person does when you are down.
          true friend might be harsh when they see you taking a path that they think is dangerous for you, they might not understand why, but instead of encouraging you and watch you get hurt , they try to stop you . and sometimes they might be wrong, but you know all they are doing its out of love.
          am writing about friendship today because yesterday I went out with my best friends, we have been apart for about a year, and they just made me realize how important I am and how happy I can be. in true friendship you don't have to give or be anything to be loved all you have to be is yourself

what girls want?

          
  girls have confused expectations of what they want in guys , they want a guy who will respect, love , understand and make them feel beautiful.. well you find a girl you like , you want to give her all this things and make her feel like the only girl in the world. NEWS FLASH!!!!!! she will ignore you and jump to the guy that will do the opposite of what you have planned for her( the guy does not give a fuck about her)

            then you start wondering what do girls want do they want guys to be bad, but then you hear them complain and cry of how insensitive and uncaring guys are ( hello, I totally sensitive to your feelings), and if you are really unlucky , they will tell you "why cant guys be more like you" ( you are totally fucked) or they tell you " you are my best friend and you are really sweet"( just jump in a river).

             I talked to a girl to ask why girls prefer bad guys to the good ones she said "good guys are boring, they are simply not challenging" but what you girls don't know is that we are pretty fun but we will not be assholes to look cool in front of you and if you cant see or understand that you deserve all the pain and heart breaks that comes your way.

 

selfish

      selfish

(of a person, action, or motive) lacking consideration for other people; concerned chiefly with one's own personal profit or pleasure.

           that's what they say about you when you are not doing anything for anyone but yourself, now am wondering if am supposed to live my life to please people, and the sad part is that they don't give a fuck about you, they wont even do the same for you.

            when you do nice things for them no one makes any noise, but the time you decide to treat yourself nice for once 'you are the devil' its wrong to think about yourself , you must put others before yourself, be selfless.......but the question is who puts me first???? if I don't put myself first who will??? . remember its love your neighbour as yourself not more than your elf.

dreams 2

           I just dropped a song three days ago but am not really impressed with the response, people are not just downloading , i  have not really promoted it though. I got paranoid that I had to put it on two music site https://www.hulkshare.com/ban-g/1coming-for-your-money and http://www.audiomack.com/song/banji-coker/coming-for-your-money
                but am kinda feeling depressed because things are not going as I planned in my head .and I will be dropping a mixtape on Friday http://www.audiomack.com/album/banji-coker/30-days-of-nothing I will really like to get some feeds back on this raps , if its good or bad if am in the right or wrong path. someone help me

Dream chasing

        I just dropped a song like an hour ago  http://www.hulkshare.com/ban-g/1coming-for-your-money and am kinda nervous, what if I don't get the response that I want , what if people don't like it , this kinda worries me a lot and its making me kinda shaking because of the fact that I will be dropping my first mixtape '30 days of nothing' next Friday (will keep you guys posted). I don't just want to feel disappointed in myself and in my work and also in the time I put in making this mixtape,
       for what is worth I gave it a shot and didn't just sit and wait looking at the sky , this mixtape is an expression of myself and my feelings at this point of my life, so it kinda means a lot. so whatever comes out of this mixtape am gonna learn from it and come back stronger because that's what dream chasers do!!!!!!

harmattan

            The Harmattan is a cold-dry and dusty trade wind, blowing over the West African subcontinent. This northeasterly wind blows from the Sahara Desert into the Gulf of Guinea between the end of November and the middle of March (winter). The name comes from or is related to an Akan cognate
     Its is here again oooo, the dry air ,the dust, the still air ,nights are cold, your skin is white even if you use body lotion, you come home with dusty feet ,dry skin . and to top it all up this is definitely not the season for those of us that have asthma.
        what can we do??? its just what mother nature throws at us that we gonna take. we just have to bear till this is over........... ahhhhh this weather is actually killing me!!!!!!

LOnely hearts

              we never seem to fit anywhere, they see us as boring, they say we are different , but we just wanna be loved ,have fun like everybody else. but as much as we try, it seems like we are pushing ourselves on other people and they make it seem like we are suffocating them.
               imagine we try make friends and they don't seem to be interested in what we are saying , and the ones that is our friends behave like they are with us out of pity. and they seem to what to hang out with people that are more cooler than we are. we end up talking to ourselves, being depressed and maybe low on self esteem
               but the truth is fuck them we don't need anybody to make us happy. we should just learn to enjoy our own company. but still its not easy because everybody wants to be loved