Chapter 6 (Doyin’s perspective)
With
this new balance of mine, I was stuck between keeping everything under the
radar or screaming out loud, letting everyone know how happy I was. The fact
that Jade was is another state, there wasn’t any case of PDA. I used to hate
couples who did PDA, I got irritated, I mean how hard could it be to get a
room, why do they feel the need to shove their love down everyone’s throat. but
since Jade, something has been different, seeing people couple up and show
their affection made me smile, all of a sudden it looked cute to me, making me
realised that I was just a lonely jealous hater before.
I
got to class feeling happy as ever, the whole lecture was clouded by though of
Jade and how our first time was going to be like, our first kiss not really
first kiss, I’m not a girl more like our first fuck.
I
walked out of the class and the first person I came across was Kofo, as she
sighted me, the look on her face was enough to send me to the grave and me
getting the message and trying to save myself from any confrontation decided to
take the opposite direction.
“so
you will do as if you dinnur see me abi” Kofo called out to me
I
turned back to face my worst nightmare “hey I dinnur see you there”
“naso”
she stared down at me
“so
why haven’t you been picking my calls?”
“I
wasn’t with my phone when you called”
“Every
time?”
“okay
why didn’t you call back?”
“I’m
owning glo 1000 credit”
“hmm
all these excuses, it’s okay oo well-done”
“well
done that what?”
“the
way that you are acting, it’s not your fault?”
“what
sef it’s you that did not want to be with me”
“what?
Do you just expect me to give you myself cheap like that?”
“you
are not making any sense”
“so
you expect me to just give myself to you, you cannur even fight for me”
“fight
for you? Who am I fighting?”
She
just stared at me, none of us saying a word, I could see the pain in her eyes
but I was saying was the truth, I mean she wanted me, why did I have to earn
her, why couldn’t she do something to earn me, this societal mating ritual is
such a mess, you like someone just tell them why go through all these stress?
“yunno
Kofo if you like someone, just saying, you don’t need to do hard to get, life
is not that hard” I said and walked away. She called out to me again, but I
blocked my eyes with my headphones.
I
got to my hostel tire and trying to forget about everything, I got to whatsapp
just to see Kofo status filled with subliminal diss to me “I was a fool for
loving you” “I will have to move on from the garbage” “karma is coming for you”
I replied her status “really is this how you feel about me”
“why
do you think it’s about you” she replied
“really”
“well
if the shoe fits”
I
just went to my chat settings and blocked her, not because I was angry but if I
had continued with the conversation I would get angry and things would have
escalated and seeing her status rants will compel me to continue responding, I
could keep my inner peace if I don’t see her updates, so we don’t fight and our
relationship don’t worsen than it already is.
Jade
sent me sent me a message sending my terrible mood into a dark abyss, she was
my secret weapon to making everything better.
“heyy”
“how
was your day, hope you’re settled in?
“yes,
how was your day?”
“it
was alright, have you eaten?”
“no”
“why?”
“I
am not hungry”
“did
you eat today?”
“no”
“why?”
“I
am not hungry?”
“how
are you not hungry?”
“I
don’t know”
“you
should eat”
“okay
oo, I will eat biscuit”
“I
don’t know how you do it; I can’t do without eating”
“see
your mouth, olonje lol”
“I
swear aunty food is after sex both of them are life”
“hmmm”
“lol
why did you hmm”
“nothing
oo”
“talk
joor”
“okay
oo I dinnur know my boyfriend was a bad boy”
“ha
me that is a child of God”
“naso
child of God that is calling sex life”
“yes
na sex is life, forget what they tell you we can’t survive without sex”
“ehn
ehn what of those fathers and priests nko”
“those
ones are defying nature that’s why they always rape little boys”
“I
swear God will forgive you”
“lol
so wyd”
“nothing
just lying down, you?”
“hmm,
what are you wearing?” I said trying to
turn the heat up, I was beginning to get horny
“I
am wearing a short night gown and nothing under” she replied with a wink emoji
“mehn
the mental image is killing me”
“lol
how is it killing you oo?” she replied with a laughing crying emoji
“I’m
just wearing my boxers and I’m feeling heat”
“put
on the fan na, abi there is no light?”
“the
fan is on, the heat from the mental image is just too much”
“lol
you’re something else I swear”
“send
me a picture lemme see”
“you
want to see a picture of my night gown?”
“I
want to see everything”
“err
I don’t feel comfortable about sending nudes, someone might see it”
I
stood up from my bed, adjusted by boner and made my way to the toilet, luckily
for me my roommates were asleep, I could to the toilet, took a picture of my
junk and sent it to her with an image that’s said “look what you’re doing to
me”
“OMG
did I do that?”
“yes”
“Jesus
you’re so big”
“mehn
and this is me without the whole thing” I replied as I made my way back to my
room
“I
am just scared of seeing my nudes on the internet, it’s not that I don’t trust
you, but someone might see it on your phone”
“
I am not going to leave it on my phone, I am going to delete it immediately you
send it”
“okay” she replied and there wasn’t any exchanged of messages between us for about five minutes and anxiety was killing me.
“okay” she replied and there wasn’t any exchanged of messages between us for about five minutes and anxiety was killing me.
I
got a message alert from my phone, and what I saw almost gave me a heart
attack, it was Jade unclad, she had beautiful skin, she made chubby look so
sexy and after staring for a while I deleted the message
“wow
you are beautiful, just lemme go and die”
“lol
why do you want to die?”
“it’s not possible to see this type of beauty and live to tell the story”
“it’s not possible to see this type of beauty and live to tell the story”
“lol
be whining me there ooo”
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