who am i?

I am an heart breaker
I am broken hearted
I am a sinner
I am a believer
I am a messiah
I am here to save them with my words
they say that love is dead
so it is my mission to resurrect it from hell
I am determined to be a good person in this bad world, to spread love
but then I feel like I am looking for something that is not there
trying to help people that don't care
I am fighting a lost course
I feel like I am wasting my time
maybe there is no such thing as love
that love is just an idea I have in my head
but I refuse to believe that I have been living a lie
I am at war with my reality
I don't know what to believe
I just need someone to tell me its okay
who am I?
my name is naïve - Banji Coker