saddness

   I don't know ,I seem to fall into this overwhelming sadness, this great depression, drifting into a place full of pain , a place where evil rules , a place where God does nothing. I don't know how, I don't know why I think of this horrible things. maybe this is the reality of life, or maybe I am just scared of losing everything and everyone I care about, or maybe am just preparing myself for this horrible day to come so it wont catch me unaware-Banji Coker